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The  apprehension, the fear, the anxiety, the waiting, the desire, the burning, the pain .. they're all there. In the morning, after an one-hour sleep, you feel the same nausea, the same dizziness, the same urge to propel yourself off the bridge into the river. Maybe the smell of dead fish is easier to endure than the thought that you haven't read that one course for the exam.. Everything is repeating, it's a tight, weird and painful circle that you can not escape. But, in time, it all becomes more bearable. In time, you learn to swallow your pain and forget. In time you get used to the frustration, the anxiety, the burns. Maybe you are mo